Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in londoncalling75's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
3:51 pm	Lost in the supermarkett.... I'm really not in the mood to actually update so ill keep it simple. -Kristina and i are talking again which makes me feel all :] inside. -Some of my friends are being dirtbags but whatever theyll get over it. -I WAS in a lot of pain from not talking to Kristina but i think thats stopped now. -Might as well put this: I thought bout her alot while we werent talking and do even more since last night. -I think i still like her... i don't think ill get over her entirely. -Fall Of Troy is one good band. -School can be really lame and i hate homework but overall its not terrible. -I havn't been too sad lately unless it was connected to a lack of Kristina in my life. -I just realized how much i'm mentioning Kristina. Thats just about it..... enjoy commenting? Current Mood: busy Current Music: Fall Of Troy (Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
3:42 pm	Can't fight against the youth umm.. okay heres the deal. I lik three people a bit.... Kristina, Angela, and Marissa. I like Beans(Kristina) alot but she has a boyfriend....i LIke Marissa more than angela but less than Kristina Wagner but im not sure she likes me to... Angela i like a bit and i know she likes me lots.... but do i want to risk hurting her if i found out either of the first two likes me.... i dont exactly know what to do.....advice if you want Current Mood: confused Current Music: Sing The Sorrow : AFI : Silver and Cold (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 9th, 2005
8:17 pm	Thats the Lovin SOUND I was talking to someone i knew in seventh grade(she was in eigth) in lunch for the past three days. we started to talk alot and i think im starting to like her again(i did in seventh grade). i know for a fact she likes me lots and i know that we'd be happy and stuff. thats good, right? i feel like an idiot because i think i screwed things up with kristina forever.... even just friendship maybe... i pray to God i didnt... if you end up reading this and dont hate me give me a sign? life is life and drama sucks.... keep it away from me.... im the quiet kid in class surprisingly enough. i hardly talk at all. ive made some new friends and people dont really like me much still.... no one has tripped me in the hall or anything but people make fun of me alot still.... and they try and pull pranks and crap.... move my backpack and books.... try and pull out my chair... but they are retarded because we have chair desks so they are combined =)..... i dont see why they try and pull this crap because i didnt do anything to them... they suck.... thats bout it.... bye Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Ball and Chain - Sublime (Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
3:15 pm	I've Got Something for His Punk-Ass ummm.... wow..... ...Today i went to work and this girl i like a bit was there and we end up kissing a couple times? ummm i think that is a good thing... i dont know whats gonna happen between us though because she lives in bridgewater so i wouldnt see her much... ... almost sadly i still like kristina and there is nothing i can do about it.... and she gets to go with Matt Clifford to LWE Homecoming... and i congratulate him because he got the best girl in illinois and probably anywhere else too.... ....thats about it for today... Current Mood: confused Current Music: Sublime- Santeria (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
12:43 pm	Rock and Roll is Here to Stay This is basically yesterday: .... went over marco's house and hung out.... went swimming and had some fun... his brother put icy hot in Marco's boxers so when he put them on it hurt like crazy.... poor guy.... .... came home and talked to Kristina:).... she told me her plans for homecoming and im really glad that she is gonna have fun and be with someone she likes.... although i kinda wish i could have her here for my homecoming or something so i could be with her in that fashion.... probably never gonna happen though... .... today all ive done so far is sit around and call Beans at some point because she is cool and stuff.... played video games with Sara(my sister...duh) and thats it.... maybe ill update again later.... whatever Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Sing the Sorrow : AFI (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
7:05 pm	thats when things got out of control i dont have much to say this time.... .... all i wanna say is that i really question what i mean to her really.... sometimes i think she might like me and sometimes i think she hardly considers me someone worth talking to.... i dont even know anymore but it really does matter.... i would ask her too but im really afraid to..... dont know why i am... maybe ill try... sorry to have wasted everyones time with this Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Sublime (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
9:50 am	come on eileen This is basically what went down yesterday.... .... i was a dick to a bunch of people and i feel bad except bri deserved it.... so everyone else i am sorry for.... .... i realized that no one reads this... partially because i only have one friend and the other part being that no one could care less about my life.... .... i feel stupid because i dont even play a minor role in the life of the person i care about most.... she lives too far away for me to see her and i dont even know how she feels about me.... if at all... ....i really miss her even though that isnt logical because ive never been with her? .... my dad lashed out at me twice yesterday and because he is one of the people im not numb to it hurt like crap.... it wasnt physical pain just..... he can be really mean while being funny for everyone else... i dont think he realizes how much pain he puts me through in one day with what he says.... but w.e.... .... people cheer me up sometimes whether it be Kristina or Tonya or Nick or Mike it works.... Kristina seems to be really really good at cheering me up... just talking to her usually helps alot.... .... thats about it i suppose... Current Mood: crushed Current Music: The Clash (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 26th, 2005
8:01 pm	yeh liking people out of state is hard.... i mean she likes another guy in her state and i dont even know if she cares about me like that at all.... i know she used to but.... i dont even know anymore.... i just kinda wish i could be with her because she is so cool and nice and funny and everything like that and really really amazingly beautiful but yeh i dont know what to do there..... i went to work at old people daycare today and did the twist alone in a room of about 50 people and everyone seemed to love that i did that for their entertainment.... i dont get paid but they are nice and its worth it.... i really dont care anymore what people in new jersey or anywhere think about me... ive become numb on the inside unless its someone who cares about me talking... or maybe someone i care about if they arent entirely the same thing... basically that means my six friends.... nick, mike, marco, tonya, mona, and of course kristina<3333.... i have some more summer work to get done but i think ill finish in time.... its so pointless and stupid because i read on a college level and yet i am reading a seventh grade level book..... surprisingly enthralled by my "book" and am spending more time revising and adding to it... thats about everything... Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: sublime (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 25th, 2005
3:30 pm	livejournal is confusing so if it takes me a while to get the hang of it im sorry and stuff so there and dont be a loser anymore Current Mood: creative Current Music: Art Damage (1 Comment |Comment on this)